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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

"People do weird things"

A whole day, my mind has never been so monotonous. No creativity, no spark, no excitement just a shade of gray. I would be as active and talkative on the outside, but on the inside the there was no presence of emotions. I've always wondered why we do some crazy things in life, and suffer the consequences. And when confronted with the question, "Why did you do it?", there would be no answer but a simple shrug of the shoulders to gesture a sign of uncertainty. Why do we choose to do things we know are wrong but continue to do so? Is it the fact we can be so stubborn to see and think through? Why do we continue to do something wrong if we know the consequences are dire? To seek unnecessary attention to fill our troubles in life? We are all so complex in ourselves, and the complexity rises to a whole new level when we engage in a relationship. Why do we choose to sacrifice so much to spend time with another? Is it because of lust? Physical attraction? Beauty? love? I guess we all seek something in life, a purpose, a goal. People will go to crazy lengths to achieve what they want. But from time to time, people will do weird things. They may or may not know why, but something inside every body's mind or heart, will come across a time where they will do something crazy, weird or out of the ordinary, and acknowledge the consequences but still continue to do so...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Carefree...

Whatever we wanted to do... Whenever we wanted to...

A child doesn't know right or wrong, but they know emotions and expression. Morals build from time to time, and lessons are learnt through hard times. Experience is gained and knowledge is kept, all valuable for a growing heart and mind. Curiosity always plays around, always eager to learn, always eager to experiment. Curiosity will bring you into your own realm, your time and space, to think, to see, to feel, to smell. You put what you learn and do, into right and wrong, good and bad, black and white. But as time passes by, knowledge from the past is pulled back and forth to make judgements, decisions, choices. But being young means your heart and mind always believes when you are 'truly' happy. You will become carefree, believing you can do anything you wanted to because you have done all, and learnt all. You speak what you wanted to, play when you wanted to; a world with no visible boundaries, but moral boundaries in your heart and mind.

As time passes by, everything changes, your mind learns and your heart learns. Experience is taken and never forgotten, and always used as a future reference. Everyday becomes busy with thoughts, "What to do?" and "When to do?" Being carefree becomes difficult, everything becomes automated and set into a schedule, a working time frame. But you will always have moments, a slice in time to think about life, running over what makes you, you. Time stops when you reflect on your life, what was right, what was wrong and what makes you a better person now. It's not long until you realise, within those few minutes your mind and heart became carefree...

Love, respect and smiles.